The Despisers Watch

I began this walk at His call.
And just as he did 2000 years ago,
the Despiser watches and laughs.
Despair sits at my door, and I weep.
Ruin haunts my life and I hide.
Loss clouds my memories, and I try to forget.
The hope of a new tomorrow fades with each setting sun.
Those that are shackled to my existence ask WHY and I sit in silence.

Yet will I persevere!

The path before me is not of my choosing;
therefore I have not an answer to why… because I am given none.
I only know that I am told to wait,
for what I am unsure, but waiting is all I can do until I know to do otherwise.
He has His reasons, and I know He has a plan.
Of this I am certain.
I don't have to know what it is because He is the one that knows best.
So in obedience I wait, and when it is time... in obedience I will act.

And when I do, just as he did 2000 years ago the despiser will be consumed by his folly in the light of Gods glory and the plan He is bringing to fruition.

He never said it would be easy…
He only said it would be worth it.

And I believe Him!